Now I Know

Well, after breaking three dishes, a drawer and putting a hole in our stainless steel sink with a knife I finally calmed down, some. The biggest problem and why I blitzed yesterday is that one of the jobs from All Trades completely screwed Eric over yesterday! They took him off a job last Friday to put him on a job with a painter. The job was just downtown and paid more so yay, on paper it looked great. When Eric left Friday the guy said he usually worked on Saturdays and to call him in the morning. Eric did and he said because of the weather, (it was snowing) they would not be working. Huh? They were painting inside. He also said call Monday for work. Eric called Monday and the guy said he was in a meeting and would call back. He didn't. What!!!???? By the time Eric reached All Trades all the jobs were taken and we were without work for the day. Screwed again by another painting company. Ah well, really no reason to have a melt down. Not my best moment in time to be sure. However, no one was home so at least I didn't let loose on anyone. Sigh. 
So today I am thinking.....because I made up my mind that getting S.O.S. off the ground, and building a facility for kids rescued from sex trafficking is what I am suppose to do, I thought things would run more smoothly to pave the way. Silly, silly girl. I should have known Satan would rage. And that, I believe, is what is happening. For him, this is a very bad idea. Which means, it is a very good one. And I am not going to give up. In fact, I am going to wise up. We are probably going to encounter many obstacles on the way and I must learn to have faith, be at peace and trust God . Because "the only way out, is through."  
That is all.

 
Now, that's what time.