Friday, February 7, 2020

Life Changes

I have been really sick for a week with the flu. Wow, I had forgotten how lousy it is to be sick. My whole body went down. And not just physically, but emotionally and spiritually too. I just did not care about anything anymore. Weird. I felt no hope, no excitement, nothing but frustration, anger, depression, sadness. Wow. 
 I woke up in a sweat this morning and although I still feel shaky, I am better. 
But here is the real kicker. My student who has been so incredibly difficult is a different person. She is self motivated, polite, willing to be taught. I don't know what the heck  is going on or how long this will last but, I will take it and hope for both our sakes it continues. Honestly I did not think I could take much more. It was getting really hard to handle. And I think it is part of the reason I got sick. 

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