The house sold. I am so grateful. And now I will be honest. There is only one house that I want, and it is the one on So. Weber. I wish now I had never seen it. Every other house I look at makes me feel kind of sick and disappointed. I do not want to feel this way! I want to be open. I want to look at other houses with an open mind. But it is off market and we could not afford 389,000 anyway. What are we going to do? What? If we can't find anything we will have to go into an apartment, or rent from the new owner...I just want to move into something from the Elm house. I am getting tired and want this to be over. And I don't want to "settle." I want to trust, I want to enjoy this process. I want to have fun with this! Instead I just feel sick. I think I am hopeless.
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